Been weeks and finally get to meet him. And we had one on one talk to talk about us menghilangkan diri. Really miss him, i really do..alot. And i didn’t know that he miss me too. Cos nowadays we seldom talk otp and messaging. And i feel that he text/call me as and when he like. and so much more to mention about what happen between us. Oh well both of us assume things without clearly the doubts. But thank god, everything is ok now.
I’m not putting any high hope for us to be together as a couple even how badly i wish to have him mine. I guess us being like this is already more than enough for me, no string attached.
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1 month ago)
I miss the boy already. can’t wait for our ‘devil Inside’ date, hmmm prolly next week? if god willings. looking forward to have a proper date out with him. Well basically we never have a proper date out putting aside me going club with him. Cos thats the only time i’m sacrificing my sleepless night to get to know him betta. hmm well not exactly get to know him betta but more like spending time.
..Whatever happens, i would not want to lose someone like him :)
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2 months ago)
Its kinda suprise me that your friend will keep u update if they suddenly saw me party-ing w/out u ard. i keep wondering ‘whats the needs and be bother for them to call and inform u?’
Yes i was out ysterday and was abt to asked whether u would like to meet me but my phone jam on me :( so i decided not to stay too long cos i feel bored when ur not beside me. maybe cos ever since i party, u were there with me(?) Hmm. oh well if only i can read the boy mind when it comes to me then things will be much more easier..
Anyway today is not a gd day for me cos i’m having a bad flu and a cough. Sigh* i guess till here then, tmrw AM-shift. Nights.
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2 months ago)
O.m.gee i miss tumblr. so many to story abt, dunoe where to start.. Mmm me and him? No more tear to shed nor a blood to drop. Without him,i will be just fine. Heart been shattered into pieces. too hurt to even reminisce back. FML for loving him this much. but i’m glad i’m over him and move on with my life. life is too short to dwell abt the past. so gyeah :)
Oh ya I’ve been partying lately, and not having a gd sleep :( and i’ve found a better job, hopefuly i won’t job hop like i usually do hehe.
……I just love the feelings when im near him.
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2 months ago)
If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging, that would be no problem. But I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.
